Who am I? Impossible to answer. I struggle enough with what I am. I am not human, but I am not just a vampire either. Not anymore.
What I have recovered of my humanity is the emotion, but, like all vampires, I have no soul, so where those emotions come from is, likely, as much a mystery to the universe as it is to me.
I am grateful for them, though. All of them. The moments of almost happiness to the constant, throbbing pain.
Even if they are only illusions.